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Merry X'Mas..

2008-12-26T01:53:00.005+08:00

hello peeps,

was back frm atc grad camp 1 wk le. wanted to come here & update but in the end i didnt. hahas. it was g8. to c my juniors gg thru the camp. tis tym round i went back as a trainer. seeing the camp happen reminded me of those events i have been thru in the previous yr when i was still a trainee. i miss it alot. missing the tym that we (most of the management comm now) spent tgt, the stuffs that we went thru & endure tgt. it was really unforgettable. the feeling inside me is still boiling hot. fantastic!

I hope all the juniors really learn sth frm the camp. be it technical skills, new knowledge, form new bonds with frens, to get to knoe more abt the frens u alrdy had.. & so on.. cos even myself had learnt sth. i agree with helmi (my dearest race partner. Heex). that we nid to kip on learning and trying. in life, all is abt learning. so nv stop. kip on learning and then u will improve. also, i rmb he mentioned that we, humans made mistakes. i dun call them mistakes. its jus lessons. its part of everyday life. mayb i should.....

well, tym flies. ytd was christmas! so here wishing everybody MERRY X'MAS!! hope u all enjoyed yourselves alot. so hw i spent my x'mas?! OMG, i slept thru it. lolx. slept thru the whole day. gosh... but my pre-x'mas & x'mas eve were exciting.

these were muffins bought by my mom. they were yummy.

on the last sat, my aunt invited the family to a pre-x'mas dinner. it was buffet. the ambient, food & service there were just avg. nt quite gd. its in a country club though. last yr went b4 & still did nt made any improvements. so its a bit of disappointing. the diff in the varieties of food this yr: much more salad choices but main course choices reduced. lucky for those who like to eat salads.

took a foto. its GREEN SOUP. lolx. its actually veg soup.

after the meal, took some fotos.

an artistic shot. cos i want it tis way. so request to my sis to help. hehex.

tgt wif my sis. =))

took the decor outside. i liked tis star cookie. looks nice to eat. its actually pasted on the wall.

see my image inside? hahax.

the little snowman & me.

on the x'mas eve. i worked for half day. & we went to our company's hq to have x'mas lunch. the catered food were very nice. i think its the best catered food i ever ate. & its halal certified. choices were quite a lot. at least, i was full b4 i was able to try all the varieties available. i think the caterer is called delifood? if im nt wrg or deli sth.. cannot reali rmb. hahax. after finishing my food, i had a can of H***. NO! to b exact, i onli had 3/4 can. cos its onli in the afternn and i m gg to tahan till countdwn in the nite. scare mabbok. after that i went off to meet my frens at bugis. i reached 1st so have to wait for them. in the meanwhile, i went to jalan jalan. den i felt my brain became a little heavy. shit. its the beer that started to take effect. hahax. i went walking round and round bugis junction like an idiot. i went 1st floor walk 1 round. then take escalator up to 2nd floor walk 2rounds then 3rd floor.. & cont'd. until finally, my frens arrived. i tink my jiu liang became bad. too long nv drink? mayb its a gd thing? so i mus remind myself nt to drink often outside. i dun care la. hahax.

after they had thy lunch, we went out of the junction. FINALLY, i get to see the x'mas tree in bugis. had always wanted to go bugis to take a look but didnt have the chance to. OMG, its so so nice. i love it!! i took a shot of it. i m nt standing in front of it so a lot of ppl were moving ard. so i aimed. so lucky that, for a sec, nobody's head in my view & i snapped. woot~ took a nice shot. & my gers stunned i can took it in such a crowded area.lolx. my skills gd mah. dun play play. =))

if i can ride on them. & merry-go-round. hehes.

wif my sis agn. lolx. =))

after some shopping in bugis village, we proceeded to orchard. our plans is to countdwn at taka area la. so we went to far east to do some shopping agn. u knoe gers.. but i didnt get anything. lolx. nv reali saw anything i wan. lolx. as usual, went toilet. & took so fotos. lolx.

me & qiu. si qiu, kip saying the fotos we took look lik husband & wife. lolx. i tink u miss ur gf too much so take me as sub lah. irritating!

me & J. lolx.

above 3 are our grp fotos frm my sis & my phone. wahahha.

after that we went to cine at night. at 1st it rained. so thy decided to stop in taka to have dinner. so coincidence that me & qiu wanted to have kfc. but taka's kfc was crowded. i wanted to go cine to eat. so thy agree. & we went cine to eat. was so happy.

after the dinner we went to taka area and walk back & forth. wow. a lot of ppl. walk & see till giddy. lolx. but the feeling was gd. saw ppl kana soap bath. more worse at the opposite. lucky plaza & paragon area. so are we considered lucky? hahas. wanted to have some fun so we share & bought so foam spray. who 'attack' us, we 'attack' back. chaotic street wif fun ppl. & there were police catching ppl. hmmm, overall was nice, fun. saw some grp of guys. spray loaded. wow, we sure kana wan. expected, our grp kana. i was walking jus right in front of the grp & i heard tis guy saying "wah, u walk in front of me arr.." & his 'attack' started. so revenge! we spray back!! his frens cover him, my frens cover me. lolx.

fun was over real soon & we decided to walk to ps to take train back home while continuing to enjoy the feeling. another grp of guys. gt this 1 guy. spray empty liao still wan to scare me. anw, i m nt loaded. had used up all liao. but he v funny. n kind. nv spray on me. (he's aiming right in my face) den thy walked away. so we cont'd walking & met the same grp the 2nd tym! & he did the same action agn. urgh.. irritating. lolx. he stil let me off & nv spray. so it was fun. & tis tym round thy grp stopped at a corner & we went off.

lucky its nt the last train yet. so we went home. took a pix wif my sis before we reached home.
in our messy hair after the spray war. lolx.

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Ps: Just had a little chat with my OBT instructor, Larry. Glad to know that he is doing gd. So happy! =)) Wish to see them real soon, though a little not possible nw.

Advance Happy Bdae JJ!! =))

2008-12-09T01:48:00.005+08:00

Lolx. Sat went to celebrate JJ's bdae in advance. I initiated it cos i knoe she will definitely be caught in surprise as it was 2 wks b4 her actual bdae. 2 wks lik der..whu will think of it? 2ndly is tat i m nt sure whether i will be free on nxt wk to celebrate for her. & on her actual bdae.. Oops, sry.. tis yr gt adc camp AGN!! even if dun haf camp, i will be having attachment so yup. dun blame mi k? at least my hart is there. wahahahah..

guess what?! my "sudden" appearance (well, actually we planned it.. hahax..) in pastamania really gave her a shock. tat tym, JJ was too engrossed in playing my sis PSP tats y. didnt even notice i stepped in. lolx.

tadaa.. the cake we bought for JJ.

Its actually small. I jus took a close shot thats y it look lik a whole cake. wahaha.

I still rmb mi & qiu stand outside pasta thinking of hw to brg in the cake to surprise her. lik damn funny. we think of diff wae to hide behind us so she wun c it. after some dicussion, we stil decide to light up the candle & brg in. but.. guess what? when we decide to light the candle, both of us look at one another.. we have NO LIGHTER. so we tot of many stupid ideas.

1) go back to the cake shop, light it & slowly brg it back to pasta. qiu sae wat if the mid wae transporting den fire go off hw? ok nvm. 2) i suggested we use 2 stones n create a fire. wahaha. stupid idea. 3) lend lighter frm a passer-by. so i started to aim at 'possible targets'. 4) to jus ask a pasta crew. so we turn out heads, & we saw the pizza maker smiling at us. he seems to noe what we are brainstorming. well, mayb we look lik idiots for v long. & wifout us saying a word, he took out his lighter & hand it to qiu. wahaha.

After we lighted the candle, place the box nicely back into the plastic bag & walk into pasta to thy table. i feel lik i was carrying a lighted lantern. OMG! I guess u can imagine hw funny it is. lolx. & so JJ was really surprise tat i appear out of nowhr. cos b4 tat nobody cnfrm whether i m gg for dinner a nt. & why cake? she wondered. haha.

hehex. let me explain y tis cake. qiu & i 1st saw we lik it liaox. 2ndly total theres 4 frens on the cake. somehw lik representing the 4 of us & our frenship. so its reali nice. =))

We chatted & laughed all the way in pasta. so loudly that i tink every1 can hear us. i guess ppl think we r a bunch of MAD ppl. lolx.

After dinner, as usual, we will walk ard abit & then go to the TOILET!! then, we will start our fav pasttime. photo-taking! & zi lian-ing. wahhahaha. kkx.

the 2 fotos above taken by my sis. im jus there to pose. haha. quite nice though. thanks!

the 2 above taken by myself. whaahaha..

kkx. enough of myself. later u all puke. now is time for grp foto. =))

hahax. theres water droplets on the mirror. splashed by some others after thy wash hands. to qiu: r u trying to promote the booklet or wat?!

Above 2 r self timer foto shots.

to Lingyy & JJ: See my skill beta den u 2. wahaha. no faces chop off. =))

Christmas Tree outside PS.

hehex. purposely dun pose for JJ to take. try agn nxt tym ar. lolx.

& the last foto, on escalator, b4 we leave PS to head home.

I hope all you gers had a fun day. cos i enjoyed it alot. wahh i still thinking back those a lot of stupid romance test qns. STOP IT OK>? lolx. Definitely gonna have a lot more fun tgt on the nxt outing. & also,

ADVANCE HAPPY BDAE, JJ!!!

tired-out mind & body..

2008-12-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

it has been more than a mth since i last blogged. attachment in JI reali tired me out to some extend. however i still love JI alot, esp in the night when all the plants are being lighted up. its like damn nice. will post a photo up if theres a chance.

wat i m f*ck up abt is the admin stuff in my company. such a hypocrite. pls lor if u wan to talk bad abt some1, talk in the front! dun gossip behind & dun wear a mask can? so what if we are scum? i believe all are equal. so what u r ranked above us? stop ur PMS & bias-ness!

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forget it. put all these nt-worth-mentioning stuffs aside. recently, i m always in confusion stage. dun reali wan to make an effort to sort out wat i m exactly thinking abt. but somehw i m nt facing reality. i m reali trying v hard. but i jus cant get this 'thing' out of me. mayb some of my frens noe what is that. i dun wanna describe in details. its jus unhappy stuffs that i dun wish to recall. but it naturally come to my mind when some 'scenes' appear. hw i wish nth has happened.

arghh.. its feeling terrible inside me. dun wanna think anymore.

theres only 1 thing that i m happy abt recently: Ah Shin gt new album! =))

shall update agn soon.

Missed Trekking..

2008-10-26T02:04:00.003+08:00

hmmm, its been >1 wk since i last blogged. actualli i wanted to go slp alrdy cos having Great Eastern Women 10K Run in FEW HRs time. hahax. i'm crazy thou.

I jus happened to enter QY's diary jus nw & decided to blog this entry after finished reading hers. She wrote abt ADC's recent expedition on Gunung Stong. Ahh, those detailed descriptions made me feel like gg trekking. Gunung Stong was a tough trek for ADC-ians this yr. Besides Stong, they climbed Baha & Ayam in 3 consecutive days with their heavy bagpacks. They made it! I am so happy for them. I'm sure they will rmb what they went thru including all the hardships & sufferings. How i wish i was there. Missed out all the fun. I dun even know if i am able to survive thru those if I went. Hahas. Well, has been some time since my last trek. I missed TREKKING!!

I am nt a gd leader. I jus love to trek. I want to b back into the arms of nature. When will this happen? It doesnt matter to me if i were to slip, trip & fall agn & agn. I dun mind other ppl laughing at me or blaming me, saying "I tot trekking head can trek the best? Why you keep falling n falling? Your navigation sucks, lead us to go the wrong way." I jus wan to run away frm this materialistic world. I jus wan to hide myself whr nobody can find mi. but all these, will only happen in my dreams.

A thought just came to my mind: No matter hw you betray or abondon the MOUNTAINS, it will still stand tall & strong, awaiting for your return.

Tats probably 1 of the reasons why i rather choose to fall in love with mountains? Also, no matter hw others betray or abondon you, the mountains wun. I guess i have the freedom to choose to love trek, to love the mountains even though i m nt the best trekker. =))
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Jus nw chatted a little with Hong Wee. Asked him if my herbal tea gt pass a not. He replied: 'Herbal Tea of cos pass, with distinction. Its the effort n thought that counts.' Wahaha. Super happy de la!! =]]

2008-10-17T01:48:00.004+08:00

Current mood: slpy + some tiredness.

but i stil decided to write. =))

Recently, i am experiencing mixed feelings. I think there is sth wrong with me but i dunno wat. I behave strangely when it comes to certain stuffs.

Thinking back, is it a wise choice to put me as trek head for ADC? I feel lousy. I dun think i have accomplish anything. Esp. recently: I am given tasks to do yet I have been laying back, contributing nth useful to the club. "Its okay la cos u r having attachment mah.." Tats wat ppl told me, but i disagree. It is only an EXCUSE! I dunno why but it seems that i am juz nt 'moving'. Or mayb i am mentally worn-out after those 'tortures' i takeover from my seniors? Well, mayb nobody really knows what i am gg thru mentally.

I am always proud of my assigned post after ADC'08 commissioning. 1 of the reasons is becos i really love to trek & hope to climb as many mountains as I can, as long as I am alive (although i am nt the best trekker in my club). Sometimes I do feel being intimidated by my juniors. On the other hand, i am scare that i will brg down the club if I did not handle the tasks given well. Tats cos' I knew my seniors put in alot of efforts to establish gd reputations & practices for the future club members to continue & pass on. I hope by the end of my service term, i wun ruin any. =x

Nvm, think i shall cast the matter aside. What worth mentioning is that today, juz a few hrs ago, i finally felt some happiness in me. I felt that i've some motivation to continue agn.

Lastly, b4 i go off to slp and get ready for a mini test tml during attachment, below are fotos taken during dusk to dawn (AACV). Some of ADC peeps went as volunteers to help out. Joanne (frm SG Women's Everest Team), if u ever heard b4, organised this adventure race. I liked the way she manage everything. I think she is a gd role model to those adventurer-wannabe.

This is taken b4 the start of the race. CP2-rope ladder ascending. We are the so-called 'belayers'.

Min, Me & Eddry (What face is tat?)

At the roadside while waiting for transportation to another CP. We took some fotos in right middle of the road but i do not have them. Inside another person's camera. hahax. I still rmb we need to run back to the roadside when we saw vehicles nearing. Its fun!

At CP10 waiting for instructions by organiser. Look @ all the worn-out & shag 'bodies'. lolx. Only i the crazy 1 taking foto of them.

Oh btw, dusk to dawn is an adventure race that start at midnight & last all the way to the nxt morning. =))

Okay, shall update agn soon. =]

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2008-10-11T15:11:00.007+08:00

After 6 wks of training, ytd we graduated frm CPTC.

I felt sad & happy at the same time. I really dun bear to leave that place. It is part of my life alrdy. but life gotta move on i guess.. In less than an hr leaving there, i started to miss my trainer- mr K alrdy. "Astro Boy" i call him, cos everytime when he take out his helmet after returning frm field, his hair look lik one. i still rmb the games that we played during night shift. The gun game : LOAD, PROTECT, "BANG". Never did i expect that all being eliminated so fast-in less than 5mins. hahax. In the end, with my "BANG" and his "LOAD", i WON the game! After that, i kept asking "Whr's my soup?' :)

He definitely is a GREAT COOK. i love the soup very much. Dun think i will have gt a 2nd chance to taste it anymore. ):

In the morning ytd, i saw him at the canteen. He asked me: "Have u saw ur rank yet?" In my brains, i thought: "Shit, dun tell mi i failed agn." (FYI, i failed my mid term exam. SO if i fail the final exam agn, i am nt gonna pass this training.) I replied: "Nope." so he ask me to go & check, after that 'COME & SEE ME!' Anxiously, i went to check for my rank, guess what? I passed. I went to look for him and he congrats me. [my ranking position jumped up 80+ places.] :)

Following that was the graduation ceremony.

After the grad ceremony ended, i am supposed to find him n return my PPE n locker key. So i did. After returning those stuffs, Xue Lian n I went inside his office to his desk. There, we gave him the presents we have prepared individually- just for him. I gave him an envelope inside containing the cards that i drew and 2 bottles of chinese herbal tea that i cooked. YES! U nv see wrongly! I COOKED it. hahax. I took down the photos of the cards that i drew. Only my sis saw it b4. Nobody else. so its a secret. i'm not gg to upload those. hahas. I can see that he appreciated my gift. I told him "No matter how horrible the 'poison' taste, u also MUST finish them! & inside the content inside the envelope is very ugly. So later when u open it dun b shocked.Haha." But he said something that i agree to: ' its the thought that counts.'

We took photos tgt. After that we chatted for awhile. Cant really rmb wholesale the content. Its abt some further studying stuff. but i rmb that i told him why i passed the final exam. I said: 'I do it for u.' Hmmm, sounds kinda wierd? I guess its becos i dun reali know how to express myself? but frm his eyes, i can see he knows what i am trying to brg across. :)

Before we go out of the office, i ask for SOMETHING frm him that i NEVER EVER thought i will. A HUG. He is very generous & gave ME a HUG. Thanks Hong Wee. :)

After leaving CPTC, i went town with my sisters-WL,JJ,QT. As usual, we live up to our names-to play n to eat. lolx. We went movie. Watched 'Painted Skin'. I wanted to watch very much n tadaa.. finally gt to view it. Thanks for gg along wif mi. :) I nv regret watching it. Its very nice. Something i like. Very touching too. Mayb qiuqiu n jj just ok with the content but i realli like it alot. that's maybe becos the feeling the actresses n actors trying brg across gt right into me. :)

Agrh. So many things happened but no time to blog.

2days ago, i had my NAPFA test. Results were out.. I am so HaPPY! i got GOLD for my test. Every stations including 2.4km run were 'A's. Except for standing broad jump. Gt a 'C' but was make me bothered abt is that i am only 1cm u know 1CM to 'B' grade. lolx.

Alrights. Will end here nw. I MISS HONG WEE. =

1st post

2008-10-09T03:03:00.002+08:00

hmm, after quite some time, i finally created a blog. lolx.

blogging is a way of expressing yourself. to me, i guess its still hard. there are so many things gg thru my brains right at the moment, yet i do not know how to really phrase it out. but its ok! as long as i understand the feelings that are within me, its more than enuff. =)